twissh

Thursday, December 13, 2012

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Hi. :))

It's been a really really long time since I've posted something here. There were a couple of times actually when I've had urges to write here but failed. Why, you ask? Simply because laziness got the best of me. Haha. Loser, eh?

Now, the next question would be "Why am I writing this now?"

Well, these past few weeks(?) or months(?), I kept on telling one of my bestfriends how I missed the feeling of having a crush. Ha! Kilig ba. Kind of pathetic, I know. But can you blame me? Admit it, it's one of the best feelings in the world. (Kidding) What I mean is, it is so much fun having those butterflies in your stomach and electricity running through your body every time you see your crush. You understand me, right?

There are three types of crush for me though. First is the type that you feel towards a celebrity or fictional character. Second is the type the you feel for someone you know. Someone who is not as far as celebrities but not as close as a friend. The third is the type you feel towards a friend. The second type is what I am missing right now. It seems to me, however, that I've developed a third type of crush towards someone. And I don't like it.

For a few days now, I'm trying to ignore it. I refrain from talking about it with anyone 'cause you know what they say, the more you talk about it, the stronger it gets. Tss. And I failed, yet again, for I have done this post.

But this isn't exactly telling it to someone else, right? Posting it in a blog is in a way different from directly saying it or talking about it with someone. Let's put it this way, I just had to let it out. And this is my outlet. (A good one I believe since no one visits this anymore.) And hopefully, after this, I can forget the crush thing I thought was going on. So yeah, that's it.

Now I need to sleep because I have to wake up early. I could still have 3 hours of sleep. Ha! Di bale, last na 'to. Christmas vacation na eh. No reason to wake up early anymore. Yey! :D

twish ♥ 1:32 AM